Stupid dream

13 октября 2018

I thought I would be lying on the left side of the room, also this blog should be in English...but...why not? (Actually, I don't have stickers with Russian letters on my keyboard, so it's quite irritating to write in Russian when you don't see the actual keyboard. But this blog I have to do on my computer (Yeah, now I have one)) Why specifically in that way? OOOhhhh, this needs an explanation.

One day my older sister showed me one interesting technique to understand what do you want in your life. It's very easy (You don't need special equipment or liquors to do that). Everything you need to do is to imagine a happy moment in your life. A day, when you'll be fulfilled with joy. Then describe it with lots of details.

So... for me, it pretty...dumb (others may think so). I was a student of biology (or something else, most importantly I should like it) maybe 2 or 3 years. I lived in a dorm and knew people from all around the world (some of them were my friends). On that day I was busy with something, I don't remember, it's not important. The true moment of joy for me was lying on the grey couch (There are no couches in the dorms) listening to Gorillaz new album and writing to my blog on my new gray computer. Wow. And what am I doing right now? I'm lying on the bed with gray sheets, with the new gray laptop, listening to Gorillaz new album. Moreover, I'm a biology student at Warsaw University, and I live in the dorm which is 20 meters away from my faculty. And I'm wearing colorful socks, cooking food, riding bikes, studying in laboratories, playing Mafia with cool people, regularly going to swimming pool and learning French. Yes, a lot of this stuff I'm only starting to do, but don't stop me, let me be exited (So strange to use this world in English))).

Let me find new goals, new inspirations and beliefs. Let me explore and be happy about that. Yes, I'm going to change my mind a lot during this year and my life. But won't hurt my total wellbeing, but you can.

Sometimes it's better to be positive with a person, instead of telling your rational thoughts. Don't demolish their dream-castles, because they are very hard to rebuild. sometimes you can destroy the ability to dream and/or be happy.

I didn't have a plan for this blog. I've already said what I wanted, so I should finish. Conclusion: Dream! Do what you want. Find what you like, experiment, think, analyze. Be courageous, be gorgeous.

Sending lots of virtual love from Warsaw,

DeBarbus.

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